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Name: emily
Location: Chester County, Pennsylvania, United States
Gender: Female
Interests: umm music, movies, friends, art, so on and so forth.
Expertise: uhh........what.
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Member Since:
4/10/2005
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| today was...wow.
went back to stoga in the morning, and that was alright. got to see a few friends and we're learning about diseases...woo!
then my mom came and got me and we drove off to the skilled nursing section of my grandmother's place. needless to say she wasn't feeling well. she passed away today at 8:25 pm.
i love her and will miss her. | | |
| ahhhhh i go back to stoga tomorrow...
AHHHHHHH!!!!!!
i can't wait to see all my friends....gonna kick ass. and its happening bit by bit so im only gonna be there for like an hour and a half but who gives a shit? (me)
and my birthdays in less than a month...yay?
ill be sixteen....i guess thats cool. and ill get my permit as soon as fuckin possible, you can bet my ass on it. ( i wouldve said "your" but no one cares too much and no one reads this thing so yeah) 21st! cant wait.
in other news, this weekend was full of ups and downs...over all pretty....i dunno. yeah. bored.
later. | | |
| I ganked it....
1) List ten things you want to say to people but know you never will.
2) Don't say who they are.
3) Disable comments.
4) Never discuss it again.
1) I always feel like I'm trying to impress you. But truth be told, your an alright guy and lets be buddies. As in friends.
2) You are SO hard to get to know. But hilarious none the less...
3) Why? Just why? I love you to death but WHY? You know i have trust issues, it's a known fact. Be careful.
4) You destroyed my idea of family. You where mean, and you know it. I'll never see you the same way again. In or out? Pick one.
5) Nail painting is for home not the night shift you prissy tool bag tart. Go to hell. Burn there. w/ your pretty little fingers. a-hole.
6) Get a hint. Seriously.
7) Where do I start? Ok, so I never really felt like we where truly friends and I spent years 5-13 trying to be the best person to you that I could. it is because of you ( as well as a few others) that i've never been able to trust since then. You, in my eyes are 100% horrible person, and I hope you get what you have coming. Don't lose him cause he's the only person left who doesnt talk shit about you.
8) I have doubts. A lot of them. But i'm so willing. Just be careful, im a little broken. tender. haha.
9) Holy shit, I miss you so fucking much and I hate myself a little more everytime i think it. They (who ever "they" are) say i'll always remember you. Well ya know what? Did they ever stop to think that maybe i didn't want to? Why did you do it? And why did you go and become somebody that i dont think and hope you arent? You knew i'd felt shit like that before, so why did you tell me about it? Did you honestly think i wouldnt care? well i kinda do, and i kinda wish that i didnt. I want to hate you so much. honest. and i spend 102% of my time pretending i do. Thruthfully id do just about anything to spend a night with the old you. So for the 1000th time, see you around.
10) I fell bad for not wanting to join you. but i feel like i only have one, so i have to spend it. I dont know if ill get another. i feel like crying everytime i see your _ _ _. She's falling apart without you. I curse the days that fall in my wake b/c i feel like they could have gone to better use. Im sorry i dont visit your _____ more often. Its a long drive and i dont think mom can stand the sight of it. As soon as i can drive, i promise. Im sorry what i had said, though i dont think you minded. i did explain why. i would take the chance. Id talk to last me 70 years and more. dont forget me. | | |
| HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN JANEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET!!!!!!!!!
so wish a happy one to her....
or ill punch you in the eye....
love,
em | | |
| HAPPY FRICKING NEW YEAR.....(POST NEW YEAR)
i've gotten so lazy with this thing...
btw....2005 CAN KISS MY ASS mainly because IT SUCKED SOOOOOOOOOO BAD
but on the bright side,
i made some awesome new buddies and a few older ones became closer, mostly over the summer and the end of last year. which i am REALLY glad happened.
coming from a girl who had awful friends for so long before i met you guys (you know who you are), thats amazing.
so thanks, and i love ya.
as for the new school, it is soon to become old. which i am so happy about...counting down the daaays...
and a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JANJAN! i know its a little bit later than now but i thought id get a head start.
and my b-day is coming up soon as well. and i can't wait. hooray 16.
well im off ive got school in like an hour...(one thing i will miss is getting up late though...)
im off,
em | | |
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